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#1 24-10-2024, 21:13:00 PM
I have blood in me that fought in wars across the world so that future generations, such as me, could be born. I have blood in me that fought in both world wars, and whether they came out alive or not, they fought brave. I have blood in me that fought in Vietnam, and he is still alive to this day. I have blood in me who had to endure the concentration camps for being a Pole, who hoped everyday that they could leave. All of this for me to be born.

I cried a bit ago, had an anxiety attack, I felt my chest hurting as I focused on it more. Why? Oh, I was listening to those girlfriend ASMR videos, because I've never had anything like that before, and thought to myself that I don't deserve any of this "admiration" given in the audio, nobody had given it to me ever before, I clearly don't deserve any bit of it. The people before me never thought this, they were confident, most of them were able to make it through whatever war, and if they didn’t they were still brave for fighting anyways.

I’m not a real man. I’m effeminate and ugly. I’m short and skinny. People at school always assume I’m either years younger than I am or I’m a homosexual, or both. I’m emotional and get to the verge of tears all the time. I get anxious and overthink everything. I constantly look for someone to spill all my thoughts to because I need the attention. I hate it when people tell me it’s not that bad, I’m too young, when everyone around me is better off, more masculine, more confident. But I also hate it when people tell me the truth, tell me I'm not a real man, because I hate the truth.

I’m a fake depressed loser, I have friends, I have family that cares for me, I don’t have any major trauma. I want to die because I can’t talk to women, because I can’t just man the fetch up.

Why am I like this?


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RowdyTuesday
#2 25-10-2024, 04:14:25 AM
You are overthinking things . Most of the old timers were neurotic and most of them drank heavily to dull feelings of dread. Most men have difficulty with women. I'd try and not think about women for the next few years if I were you.

You're probably going to be miserable until you can make sense of a few personal problems. That could take months or years to resolve. In the meantime try to be kind to yourself. If you're trying hard then that is all anyone can ask for. Go outside for an hour every morning. Get some form of exercise and eat non- processed foods.


Good luck


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#3 26-10-2024, 17:36:01 PM
this site is dead as poo poo



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#4 28-10-2024, 21:19:05 PM
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#5 28-10-2024, 22:16:47 PM
I check this site every day.


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#6 28-10-2024, 22:58:37 PM
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#7 29-10-2024, 11:27:02 AM
I check this site every day.
same tbh



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#8 29-10-2024, 20:19:39 PM
What else are you going to do? The only other forum I posted at is offline. I haven't used Facebook in more than a decade. I'd rather post here than write comments on YouTube or Reddit.


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#9 29-10-2024, 22:11:55 PM
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#10 29-10-2024, 22:52:38 PM
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#11 29-10-2024, 23:51:13 PM
Reddit is terrible. I hated it when I was a teenager and it has only gotten worse. The average Reddit user is dumber than the average YouTube user.


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I have blood in me that fought in wars across the world so that future generations, such as me, could be born. I have blood in me that fought in both world wars, and whether they came out alive or not, they fought brave. I have blood in me that fought in Vietnam, and he is still alive to this day. I have blood in me who had to endure the concentration camps for being a Pole, who hoped everyday that they could leave. All of this for me to be born.

I cried a bit ago, had an anxiety attack, I felt my chest hurting as I focused on it more. Why? Oh, I was listening to those girlfriend ASMR videos, because I've never had anything like that before, and thought to myself that I don't deserve any of this "admiration" given in the audio, nobody had given it to me ever before, I clearly don't deserve any bit of it. The people before me never thought this, they were confident, most of them were able to make it through whatever war, and if they didn’t they were still brave for fighting anyways.

I’m not a real man. I’m effeminate and ugly. I’m short and skinny. People at school always assume I’m either years younger than I am or I’m a homosexual, or both. I’m emotional and get to the verge of tears all the time. I get anxious and overthink everything. I constantly look for someone to spill all my thoughts to because I need the attention. I hate it when people tell me it’s not that bad, I’m too young, when everyone around me is better off, more masculine, more confident. But I also hate it when people tell me the truth, tell me I'm not a real man, because I hate the truth.

I’m a fake depressed loser, I have friends, I have family that cares for me, I don’t have any major trauma. I want to die because I can’t talk to women, because I can’t just man the fetch up.

Why am I like this?

I ain't reading all that. I'm happy for you though. Or sorry it happened


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