Worcestershire sauce is better than brown sauce

Quote from: steev on 15-05-2013, 13:06:11 PM

Svetlana, what are the current problems you're facing in life right now and how can we help you solve them?

i'll put it in a spoiler so people who don't want to read me whine can just skip it
like ok WARGNING very whiny poo poo ahead ok

SPOILER (hover here to read)

it's getting harder and harder to cope with gender identity dysphoria and i'm just getting progressively more depressed as time goes on despite seeing a psychologist about my issues

my mother isn't understanding at all and her little stunt on mother's day eve only made things worse
she didn't specifically attack (verbally) me but instead she just yelled very loudly about how she was so unhappy with everything and just wished to be dead while there were 4 other people (me, my father, my grandmother and my aunt) in the car and it just made everything too horrible for everyone involved (also from my room i heard her throwing stuff around and probably breaking something out of drunken anger)

i really wish everything just could magically get solved, the only thing i want most from life right now is being able to be myself and not who people expect me to be, but nothing lets me do that ever
sometimes i feel like just giving up and not know what to do and just really want to cry on someone's shoulder but i don't really have anyone who supports me.